Before you guys keep shitting on me, I’m not looking for sympathy, I’d like to explain my story. Don’t tell me I’m lying or say I’m being an attention whore... Just Listen.
I’m a 13 year old Pansexual female. My name is Irene. I have Depression, Anxiety, and Seperation Anxiety. I had a close relationship with my sister up until almost 4 years ago when she left, completely unannounced. That’s what triggered my separation anxiety. I can’t get as close to people as i was with her because I’m afraid they’ll leave me like she did. When she left, I could trust antone, not even my parents. They hate each other. I’ve been bullied ever since 2nd grade because I’m poor and overweight. That’s what started my anxiety. I find my escape in anime, manga, and fanfiction. I started writing because I had to have some way to let go of my feelings without the people around me hating me, so I wrote everything I felt in a journal starting 2 years ago. Now, I see a therapist every two weeks and still don’t tell her everything. But i made a mistake... I got attached to someone and that someone hurt me and I started cutting. That specific person BROKE me...All these years I had fought the urge just came out and the dam broke. I’ve survived 3 suicide attempts because she pushed me to the edge...That’s where I am now. With zero self control and low trust.
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