November 11, 2023

A.M.

 

Last night I slept the way through the whole night. I wasn't expecting that as I had a mocha, But because I had a mocha, I ended up with a PTSD, nightmare, caffeine or induced! all I know is it was airport security style security at a swimming pool which was not exactly my finest dreamed to have or should I say night terror as I slept right through it. That being said, I was not exactly thrilled to wake up from that and note, that was just a dream. No, but I wanted to dream something like this. It was kind of disturbing. Think that this kind of thing might happen sometimes but it was just a PTSD nightmare. It was just sad because it had to involve airport security! I ended up having Some breakfast it was a chocolate chip muffin. It was very quiet for a while until...... That being said, I'm having a good day. Except for the fact that I had that PTSD nightmare and the fact that it's not snowing out so I can't make any money! That being said, I was not very happy about seeing the sunshine. I am happy to see the sunshine, but this case not so much because I was going to make some money off of shoveling. Someone lied to me and said I was going to snow today, which is not an OK thing to me is lie to me or anyone else for that matter fact, I found that just a pain in the ass! Maybe their phone lied to them or something but I highly doubt it they were just trying to get my goat I think!

 

 

It might be a nice sunny day, but it is not a frugal day for me because I'd like to be able to go about making money. As well as I enjoy doing chores from time to time to get some of my frustrations from the night before off of my Mind or my skin I should say! That being said, I won't be getting very much off my squirrel And as far as I'm concerned, today is remembrance day, which is not too bad, but it's kind of sad to go through to see how many people have suffered for our freedom and the better of the human race. Suffering they either gave up their lives, health or mental health for us to have our freedoms. That being said, there is one dictator, I wish I can get rid of........... The full moon the full moon is something I despise this is probably what caused me to lose out on bingo the other day, and was not very happy to begin with that week. I was not very interested. It won't be coming till the 27th I believe, but still as a dictator to me the full moon can make you feel like sh*t! But other than that, I am very interested in seeing if there's gonna be the news on about the different ceremonies for remembrance Day. The last time the TV was on for remembrance Day I was looking at the face of Romeo Delaire, one of my heroes! He was a peacekeeper in Rwanda, who ended up with PTSD, and had to overcome that. Still think he's still overcoming that. That being said, I believe that his book shake hands with the devil, had helped me in many ways that a psychiatrist appointment would never done any jack sh*t! Let's just say that I remember reading the book and watching the movie that I was able to relate to him more than the happy reign man who ended up being nothing but happy! At least with Romeo, I was able to note that I was actually with the same issues with my emotions and my trauma. That's when I decided for my own diagnosis of PTSD. This way, I would not suggest doing would be kicking your parents car that one was just bad behaviour on my part, but I did get what I want but I wouldn't suggest doing it! What I would suggest, is reading the book about Romeo Delaire, to see what kind of troubles are going on in the world, and that the world is not exactly a cakewalk!

 

 

 

You might if I'm in the doom and gloom but I'm not but it's just that I wanna make some money off of some snow particularly shovelling the snow. That being said, I'm not exactly tickled that it was a bright sunny day but I'm actually happy that it is now. We don't get to see these very much in this time of year when it's snowing and stuff so But anyway, it was very aggravating to see the sun. I was like there's no snow and I wanted to snow so I could shovel the snow and have some extra money in my pocket or plastic pocket as I call it for my tattoo find or whatever else in my ear find or see in my life. I was lucky enough that I did not have to see  Very much yesterday that I couldn't trade off. That was pretty good yesterday that I was able to trade instead of spend the money that was supposed to be for tattoos and piercings. That being said, I'd rather be doing the trading in the bargaining system than the actual  Taking the money and giving it to them. Though that is important in this society, I think money is a pandemic from China that is older than the virus or the COVID-19 virus! For the First coin was invented in China I believe and that's what started this whole sh*t show! And now people either have to pay or steel to get something they want I'd rather pay, but still I call it the fun factor that is not so fun. It is a very bad pandemic This money is. I think you can do a lot more with trading your stuff for other stuff or other services instead of going around with the pain in the ass In your wallet Burning a hole in your pocket. I don't think that money should be very exactly useful. I don't even think that this bitcoin and cashless society is very important to me either! What I think is that we should be able to trade our ancestors used to trade for this for that and we done with that and then find something else to trade and get what we want The root of evil is low money, and the low for money as well. I should know because when I ended up going to bingo one day, I ended up having a complete sh*t fit. Which I am not too happy about it. I was a complete asshole that day!

 

Don't ask me why, but I like these kind of trees in the winter time these baked winter trees that are practically dead to the world for six months of the year. There is something about them you can create with your imagination and stuff. That being said, I enjoy them when they have a little bit of leaves on them, but this is a lot better when they don't have waves as a sunny day! I know I was cursing about the sunny day, but when you actually look at the bear trees in the sunlight, it's a lot easier than to see them when it is dreary out. I'd rather be able to see this that I have taken a picture of and be able to enjoy the site and what I can come up with as well as there was a cloud. That I saw. The cloud To me is assigned that a higher power loves you even though you may not believe in God or whatever is feel something that is something that smiling at you just as long as it's not overcast I'm fine, but I just wish it was a sprinkling of snow that I could go and shovel the snow. But I guess he can't always get your way at some points. So I'm done with a sunny day I might end up going for a drive later! But I don't know! By that I mean, going out later to see the sun. It's wonderful to see the sun out at this time of year because it's very rare to see the sun at this point this is where I end up with SAD orseasonal affective disorder, where is just one of the many commodities I suffer from with my PTSD. Seasonal factor disorder. I think is a lot worse. Because it triggers my PTSD. In a way. That is not even right. There's being said seasonal effective disorder sucks! Even affect you when you're having a cloudy day it's not snowing it has to be raining really hard or a day and you just in a sh*t mood for the rest of the day. Can I affect you for days and sometimes mine if it's the winter. That's why I despise the winter to begin with! But just like Thomas Harvey's the dark rustling I think that was the name of the bird. I think I will be trying to make a better view of winter point of view I should say and try to sing even though it is a pain in the arm with winter, you can't go to the thrift store you can't do that without being driven and stuff like that!

 

Oh, the joys of being in a winter country why you have to deal with the snow and the muck and everything else. It's not as bad as it is at Christmas time or this time of winter but it is when it February or March 20 just wanted to be over with and he don't want to deal with winter anymore. But when at Christmas time everything is so exciting and cheery. Sometimes it can be that way and February or March and those first snowfall but can be still a pain in the arse afterwards! I'd recommend trying to get out in winter to do stuff I usually do photography if I can help myself. That being said, I remember one of my brothers going around making me  take a walk all around Ottawa during the Christmas time and it was freezing and I did not enjoy that so I don't really go out in the winter to go for a walk either using the snow will take up the Mailbox before I can go because of my idiot brother (s)! That being said, I don't enjoy, taking a walk and winter time or early spring cause boys it cold and that triggered a lot of things for me not just emotions but other things like cursing and swearing and other behaviours!

 

So I better be thankful for today that it is just plain sunny and there is no snow that's pissing me off. That being said, I wish I could have some snow so I can shovel it and be done with it that being said, I wish it was that simple that snap my fingers and make it snow when it's not even snow weather. But I just wish to make some extra money. To shove my tattoo fund! That being said, I am also interested in going back to dating my boyfriend not that we broke up, but just to see him again without the constraints of basketball or the Special Olympics! Let's just say the other team don't like it, and it pisses me off!

 

 

 

Late A.M.

 

 

I was watching the Remembrance Day ceremony this morning I was watching this in silence in memory the people who sacrifice their lives and their mental health for this country, as well as the freedom of the world. This is what I think is in Horton is that you remember them! I am very thankful for these men and women, as I have been in award zone myself as a little kid. Not fighting, but fighting for my life at least. That was not exactly my friend. Sorry of life and it was kind of To think about what these people would do for us, and what would happen if they weren't here if they weren't here, we would have something similar to our Romania on our hands where people would be oppressed and be torture than other horrible things. That being said, I don't believe that we should be going after each other throats i.e. war, because of Differences that should be more celebrated instead of. I am tired of being separated, nations! Or hearing the horrors of war! this was the first time I say this is that we need to remember those who suffered and fought for freedom! As I was going to say is, it is important give thanks just to me is my Thanksgiving without the ugly turkey or the ugly dinner. At least I'm able to go and eat a peanut butter jelly sandwich after this, but I do believe that this is the true Thanksgiving! To be thankful that we're alive and to be free because of these people who gave up their lives mental health for us! This is actually thanks giving! Not the day with the tacky dinner!

 

 

 

I know this is a solemn day, but it's also a joyous day. If you are thankful for the freedoms that you take for granted leg when I was going to be watching this, I looked at my new tattoo and was thankful that I was able to get that because of the men and women who Fought for the freedom of expression ! That is just one example of a freedom that we take for granted. That is one freedom I don't take for granted is free, speech, and freedom of expression, for I am a Garth and a punk as well as a human rights fan! That's what I think is that there are a lot of human rights that have been taken advantage of or not really thought of second but it's time that we should think about our human rights, It's important to think Then, you should be more thankful about the bed that you've had since you've been born if you've been born in this wonderful country, and not as grateful as the people who come into the country, like me, who are having problems with human rights since the days we were born! I'll tell you a bit of my story I think I may mention this about me part! When I learned that I was adopted, it was the most traumatic thing for me! And I was trying to comprehend this. That I was born in a war zone, and it was mistreated before I was adopted. That country had no freedoms Did they have any Proper airport, security, or proper military to stand up Against against the Bozzo that were coming into the country of Romania and ruining it for me as well as other people. I was born in Bucharest Romania, the hotspot of the hotspot! That being said, I was adopted two years old. And I never really thought twice about my freedoms. I just was thankful to have them.That I am enjoying what I have, but I am thankful for the source of what I'm enjoying what I have in the first place of people who fought and sacrifice their lives or sacrifice mental health for their country!It's very important to think about thatWe should take the past and learn it as a lesson learn and try not to do the same things over again. I believe that we're more evolved than we were years ago yet there are still despots and dictators around.

 

 

This is a toast to the men and women who had to fight for what they thought was important in life, which was freedom! Although I don't agree with some of the things that people believe in in this country like oh, I don't know the hippie stuff I believe that this is important that they have the right to talk to! That being said, I am very excited that I'm in a country where I am able to be safe and free and not have to worry about despots or dictators Or anything that is on savoury in the world that still goes on. I find that there are too many tyrants and too many idiots around that we need to keep fighting to not preserve the freedom, but also preserve the human race as well! Too many tyrants and too many idiots and I think that we need to fight these idiots we cannot fix, but we can try at least for freedom as the betterment of the human race that all I can say is that if you try to hurt someone because of the DNA or because beliefs of the or gender or whatever I find that kind of thing is not really acceptable in my country of Canada! As I said, this is why I enjoy this country and I enjoy the people who have fought for it. As I appreciate what they have done for this country, I wouldn't think would be fully Evolve if it weren't for them! They show that there is good in the world and that there is some good in the plan as well. And then We should be able to accept our freedom and not second glance them. That being said, that's why I believe in a lot of things that are kind of new, but I also believe in a lot of things that are good and wholesome in the world!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

To the people who served

 

Thank you so much for giving up your physical and mental health for the betterment of humanity, as well as a better man of Canada as well I believe that this is why I am here to write this blog or this thank you letter, at least, which is to say that I am thankful as someone who is a victim of war and depression I find this is very important for me to say this importantly, that you've done a lot of good in the world you show that there is still good in the world, and that they will always be good in the world! I also thank you for the freedoms that you fought for as well as the security that you serve in our airport as well as other places that are vulnerable to attack! That being said, I also suffer from the same condition you do, if yours Scars are invisible....... Post traumatic stress disorder from the same cause but from a different angle. I must tell you that it is very important that what you do you have to keep fighting for yourself as well as for this country! As well as for humanity humanity wouldn't be around if you weren't here

 

Many thank you for what you've done over the years peacekeeping fighting in the wars that were needed to be fought. I know there are long way to go with the wars to stop them but I hope that one day that they will be stopped I dream of them to be stopped one day. Hopefully the wars of today will be the end of Them forever, and the  Freedom, security and peace as well human rights will continue!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Thank you

 

 

 

 

 

Sincerely Elena

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

P.M.

 

Fever dream high in the quiet of the night

You know that I caught it

Bad, bad boy

Shiny toy with a price

You know that I bought it

Killing me slow, out the window

I'm always waiting for you to be waiting below

Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes

What doesn't kill me makes me want you more

And it's new, the shape of your body

It's blue, the feeling I've got

And it's ooh, whoa, oh

It's a cruel summer

It's cool, that's what I tell 'em

No rules in breakable heaven

But ooh, whoa oh

It's a cruel summer

With you

Hang your head low

In the glow of the vending machine

I'm not dying

You say that we'll just screw it up in these trying times

We're not trying

So cut the headlights, summer's a knife

I'm always waiting for you just to cut to the bone

Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes

And if I bleed, you'll be the last to know

Oh, it's new, the shape of your body

It's blue, the feeling I've got

And it's ooh, whoa, oh

It's a cruel summer

It's cool, that's what I tell 'em

No rules in breakable heaven

But ooh, whoa, oh

It's a cruel summer

With you

I'm drunk in the back of the car

And I cried like a baby coming home from the bar (oh)

Said, "I'm fine, " but it wasn't true

I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you

And I snuck in through the garden gate

Every night that summer just to seal my fate (oh)

And I screamed for whatever it's worth

"I love you, " ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?

He looks up grinning like a devil

It's new, the shape of your body

It's blue, the feeling I've got

And it's ooh, whoa, oh

It's a cruel summer

It's cool, that's what I tell 'em

No rules, in breakable heaven

But ooh, whoa, oh

It's a cruel summer

With you

I'm drunk in the back of the car

And I cried like a baby coming home from the bar (oh)

Said, "I'm fine, " but it wasn't true

I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you

And I snuck in through the garden gate

Every night that summer just to seal my fate (oh)

And I screamed for whatever it's worth

 

 

 

Also, I was making some art. I couldn't help but make art today. One of them will be a tattoo piece from my right forearm. That being said, I will tell you what that one is the stone cairn one! I am been doing a lot of different marches for artwork today because of the fact that it was remembrance Day. It was just out of respect for the soldiers, or not exactly remembrance day related artwork, but they are certainly not cramped as I followed through with my promise that I wasn't gonna do any equipped until the end of the day. Just to help be respectful to the people who had served for our country so I'm not just tell you a few things about the artwork I've done couple of them might be tattoos. A couple of them might not be but they're actually pretty Interesting, some of them are fanart. Some of them are just winter seeing that done in my life! These are the artwork that I did. Miscellaneous artwork, if you would say.! I am very happy about the artwork. I've done for the day. But I will be doing a Cryptid later.! Also, I need to get back into my crypt blog as well crypt meaning monster cryptocurrency that's a pile of bull sh*t! That being said, I am very excited about the artwork. I've done today, but will do a real super Duper Crypt later on in the day. I just hope that's a nice staff. Doesn't mind me staying up a little later than usual. I'll explain certain things of these artwork that I've done in the inspiration behind them!

 

 

I also did a character of the new sensor of cobra Kai, which would've been Johnny Lawrence had it not been for the John Kreese coming back. This is a picture of Johnny Lauren. We all know who Johnny Lawrence is. He was the one who lost to Danny LaRusso and the karate kid movies. Because of a certain kick he did the crane technique. This is why I enjoy watching the cobra Kai because it's about mindfulness and anger management. something that I am still working on this days anger management, as well as the idea of mindfulness. Sometimes it gets and sometimes it slips away from me. But anyways, this was a tribute to cobra Kai as the show! I started watching this about two or three years ago when I was angry and found out that there are simple ways to go about the anger without losing your crap or ending up doing anything ridiculous more of them, being the idea of cleaning to train your body, and your mind is very interesting on the last. And I've been called mentally strong, as well as physically strong for someone with my condition, that being post traumatic stress disorder you think I would be sniffling, but I'm not. But instead I decided I create or I cleaned to keep the stuff out of my head bad stuff that is like flashbacks past your name anything that's negative I just save it up for when I do my cleaning job or when I do some creative like when I do a Cryptid and stuff that kind of thing I just save my anger and just let it out that way instead of just being a destructive and stuff is kind of ties into the insane clown idea about being creative instead of feeling, sorry for yourself, and being detrimental to society ! Only one deals with clown. The other deals with martial arts is kind of interesting, that same message And conveyed, but a different story When I ended up drawing it was when I was a little kid that's what started me on drawing, and it helped soothe whatever the night terrors were that I was having as a kid as well as they were also helping The actual PTSD symptoms that I did not know I had at the time I was just four years old but I had a memory that was like an elephant still do I can still remember when I broke my clavicle which was the left collarbone. January 21, 1999 at 12:40 p.m. it was not exactly my cup of tea, If I remember correctly that was caused by a bully who thought it was fun to push two girls down on the same crazy carpet those things are dangerous!

 

 

 

 

This was a drawing of a beacon tower in western China, or east Turkestan As it is called or Jean. This place has always been very interesting to me because I've had my first past life, flashback not to be misconstrued with A PTSD flashback which is always negative a past life flashback can be a positive thing they're just memories where you end up having dreams or memories of a past life or past reincarnation if you will. The very first one was a Han dynasty Uighur Princess, who was living near the Beacon tower at the time that being said, it was very interesting to have the past life flashback that one was when I was three years old at The tender of three I ended up having my past life flashback before I ended up with my first PTSD flashback. This was a long before I ended up doing anything with meditation or mindfulness. Usually takes years to get your first past life flashback by this case it didn't take very much for me. I guess there's something in the air with me that causes me to have them without meditating or doing mindfulness, which is kind of strange, to be honest with you! Surprisingly, I haven't started meditating until I went to the group that I am in. Ever since I've been in the group home that I am now, I've been meditating a lot. Or doing some kind of mindfulness. That being said, it molest coiled the past life, flashbacks, and help me move on from them, but I do have the odd dream about another life that I had another body. That being said, that sounds very, strange but isn't it is what it is the body goes, but the spirit goes into another body for another hundred years or however, long that he life is and then it goes and it continues onto the next life and the next life until you reach enlightenment Which is basically the whole idea of being free of suffering and free of any atrocities being happened. Also, when you reach the state you also have many past life memories. Which is kind of strange for me because I don't I made it to enlightenment yet if I did, I would be in the ground by now once you hit that stage here, kinda going to go in the ground that usually how it goes when you achieve that your body decides to give up on you and you've learned everything you can only learn so much! 

 

 

 

 

 

This is the one tattoo designed for my right inner Forearm, which is basically on my right bicep, which is a stone cairn! They usually use for people who have died and you can't bury the body or you can and you don't want to use a headstone that you use in Asia. As a way of Mark, and grave, or marking away of going somewhere. Or where someone had passed away this is interesting to me because I find Kyron so interesting As form as I created so many for the sake of art as well, I've created some for memory of people that had passed away. I.e. my mother, my friend, and soon enough, my father. Not rushing it, but it will come sooner or later, and I will not be able to go to his funeral because of idiot sons Ridiculous and who is ridiculous to begin with. He is completely different story and a piece of work. That being said, that's why I do cairn because I don't believe in funerals, as well as I believe in sprucing off a place as well with him.  Cairn are very interesting. They started in central Asia made their way to bed, and then the breads and then made their way here as a shucks. Shucks are used for finding away where you're going like aridiculous and who is ridiculous to begin with. He is completely different story and a piece of work. That being said, that's why I do cairn because I don't believe in funerals, as well as I believe in sprucing off a place as well with him. Cairn are very interesting. They started in central Asia made their way to bed, and then the land breads, and then made their way here as an shucks. And shucks are used for finding away where you're going like a landmark. And are very interesting to me, but I would not be able to create one because they are very heavy. I am pretty strong, and I am very VERO and very potent as a person, but I can only take so much way as well. I can do a lot of things, but if I got the wrong rock, I would end up with a back that would be singing for days. I don't exactly intend on having a singing back or hurting back. I remember last year I had RSV and my ribs were singing for a few goddamn mines, and a few goddamn lines for me until the end of the summer, which was a real pain in my rib! So that being said, I don't enjoy the idea of pushing my limit, especially in this time of day and age, where there's so many viruses that can come about and bust your ribs!   So I just be very careful with the rocks that I choose! These clients can come in so many different varieties as I said there's a knock and other things then there's the other stuff like I don't know how to spell so try not to be upset anyways that's basically why I ended up doing Kyran to say well someone had died here someone had passed away, and someone is in my memories!

 

This one will be a tattoo design!

 

 

 

 

This is basically a winter scene there was inspired by my old Facebook profile picture. I had a abandoned that profile picture years ago because of certain issues that was going on unless you said I used to have a lot of difficulties online with stocker scammers, and the bunch that you don't wanna deal with. That being said, I've been very interested in making it thing similar to this where there's a lot of different sticks in the snow and I made them blossom with cherry blossoms because that's why my favorite Flowers other than the poppy ! That being said, I also enjoy spring, as well as the melting snow that comes about, but I did this in midwinter. This takes place in midwinter this actual picture if you want I just made a little weird to make it more attention grabbing. I also believe that even in death, there is life. That being said, I believe that in winter, there can still be life. Just have to look for it just like with, the D word! When I ended up drawing this, I actually was surprised that it was turning out just beautifully and I was going about seeing what I can do with the actual artwork. It is very simple and very simplistic, but it is what it is. It is simple time of year winter, except one of your then that's kind of a different story if you're driving winter is not a simple time of year. But if you're just going around looking at the snow and how is sparkles and stuff in the sticks that used to be tree sticking out then yes it is pretty simple because it is simple to just look at a pile and say well that looks beautiful and nice. That being said, I am very interested and seeing what winter has to offer. Pretty soon I'm gonna have to think about Christmas now because the Remembrance celebration is over or ceremony I should say is over so I think about Christmas once that's over with and winter. Now let's bring on winter and let's see what I can do to me! The only thing with winter I'm planning on not getting sick, Either with RSV or Covid I'd rather not deal with neither one of them. That being said, I hope this is a good and fruitful winter!

 

 

 

Late P.M.

 

This waste of DNA thought I was actually born yesterday thinking that I'd fall for his scam. But I've been here for 34 years on this planet. I've been through everything and everything and I'll tell you this. I've even been through a few scams and I know the red flags of scamming, and one of them is repetitive And asking for money. That being said he was repetitive constantly and I was not gonna give him and I told him to "screw off scammer!" That being said, I have been dealing with these types of idiots, looking for relationships or money neither do I have to offer because of the fact that I have a boyfriend. Also, I am not Interested in giving money to people who don't deserve money! That being said this person was asking for money and obviously was a piece of DNA. That was a waste. I am so angry when I heard that he said, don't ever call me a scammer as if he's telling me What to do! There is a big mistake. If you do not want to be called the cyber bully at the top of being called the stalker or a scammer you would suggest not telling me what to do or what not to do. This would not be a very good idea. As if you're trying to commit suicide. You just telling me what to do just as a cherry on top of the whip cream and the ice cream of your blond. That being said, I am not as stupid as some people might think I am.    I do have an IQ of 196 and I am not born yesterday even if I was born yesterday I know when there is bad energy and bad people around in this case this one I can literally tell on someone is with Sh*thead online! I've dealt with these kind of people and dating as well as trying to get my book out there. I've learned to do it yourself sometimes isn't as bad as I make it seem to be, and I do my own promoting for my books! That being said, I don't like to be told what to do and that is a one-way trip to the morgue. I don't really want to say that or be violent, but telling me what to do when you're not in a position of authority and you're obviously a criminal. Well, you're asking for a punch in the face!

 

As you can tell, I'm ready to make my cryptid As I am pissed off to know. And I am really pissed off because this d*ck anis he can tell me what to do excuse me for the medical terminology, but you don't go scamming people and don't expect not to be called a scammer and then tell people what the hell to do. That's just basically wrong in my opinion and this guy was a real jerk. I am going to go about this. This is my ramp for the day because I am so mad that someone tried to tell me what to do when they were not in a position of power or the fact that they were a good person! Grow a conscience and grow up power of authority and maybe I might actually give a sh*t.   This is Peter McAllen at its finest, pure Mac alienism meaning that he was actually trying to get me to do something he wanted to do. Because he was practically emasculated by someone who was less than him! I just don't like scammers. I know what they do. I know they opera day and I've been through the whole crap all my life with scammers and false promises and then the next year they're gonna whip out the price tag! After I said, I'm done with being told I'll promote your modelling all promote your book. I'll promote your art for free and then I say how much and they whippping out the The price tag and then I have to barter with them and stuff like that and telling them bite the wind and everything else. This is kind of when I knew there was some energy to this so I knew it was going to involve money and I didn't wanna deal with it. this is not Walmart. I'm not here to shop. I'm here to write. That being said, I don't believe that scammer should be around! And yet t they are! Look for your pocket BM (bowl movement), a pocket BM is money! And I am very protective of my money. I only let it go, and I know the place is legitimate or has been needed to be used for some tattoo parlour i.e. store that would be about it! I need a snack I don't apply but other than that I don't really tell everyone that I have money nor do I want to say that!

 

I am kind of fed up with the people trying to ruin the Internet. And I am getting wiser by the day because I know exactly what to go to and how they gonna say I don't know how many Facebooks to these p*ssycats! And I find this very aggravating so now I protect all my soul, and I am very interested in having people ask me because that's also a sign of a scammer or conartist If they ask for your social medias, and they're not genuine about it! That being said these d*cks are a pain in my butt as well as my social media!  Which me deal with the sun hum freaks and I will literally being doing life in prison, that is how much I hate scammers and romance scams! That being said it pisses me off that people think that I am poly or bi/pan that they think I can stupid! I am done with scammers! I have even been scammed out of a photo shot! Which burned my ass anger wise! I am so angry that this dimwit denied being a scammer! As was excepted was the bullsh*t denial!

 

I am one that does not take tolerance towards scam spam, or anything that matter because I've been through this plan for more than 34 years if not more on February. That being said I've been through the ringer plenty of times in my 34 to 35 years in my life and I don't intend on getting into the ringer again this rabbit hole let's just say it is closed and I have another one. I'll cover it up right away because I am not stupid enough to go about finding them. I can literally smell these people a mile away whatever you wanna call them people, humans and walking sh*t! That's basically what I call these people that you NSFW asking you to join their NSFW site as well as asking for your money asking for this asking for that or they say oh you need a down payment on your photo shoot or stupid shit like that and I said this is the end of that And I have very easy to notice. One of these people are gonna be NSFW or if they are actually going to pull my damn money out! Even if I wasn't poor, I would still not give to these people because it's not right to feed and enable these whatever these things are that are on the internet bots, or whatever! I am kinda pissed off!

 

This being said, I don't like these scammers are just as bad, if not any worse than murderers because they take away his stuff. They'll find a way to get your information and your banking information as well as make you look like an idiot, which is a lot worse than being dead. In my opinion I don't say that being that is the ultimate thing in life but looking like an idiot, being scammed is pretty much worse than death, as I have had many things happen to me with, I'm not gonna mention. They were scammer related, particularly one idiot got into my Spotify and changed all my playlist to anything that sounded like asshole! That stated I was not happy, and I actually reported the dingus to the FBI where they will deal with him. And I think they have dealt with him and then of course he is my twit of an ex who is asking for my passport because of some odd reason the same twit of an act who was going around having his other ex threaten me with a samurai sword, which was not exactly a good birthday

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Text: Elena Ioana Melanson
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Publication Date: 12-06-2023
ISBN: 978-3-7554-6301-6

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