Hey ya'll its skylar jade, im just a normal seventeen year old girl. I don't like to blend in, but its like the more i try to stand out the more and more i blend in. The only aspect of my life that is completely different from the rest of the seventeen year old girl population is that im a virgin. Now a days thats considered as a bad thing by some, and others only wanna take away the only innocence a seventeen year old girl really has left. Now i know what ya'll are thinking a virgin?? Really, how is that possible? She must be really ugly to not have someone take her V-card yet. But let me just tell ya it's possible. As far as the ugly part i'll let you be the judge of that. I have short dark brown hair, light brown eyes, i'm about 5'5 and weigh about 125 pounds. Now relationships have never really been my thing. Some say it's because i live in this fantasy world about what a perfect boyfriend is like, and i won't settle for less. On the other hand i live in a small town where the pickin is limited. Most of the good ones are already taken and all that is left are the immature ones, which is a complete turn off in my eyes. Thats why i always date older guys because their maturity level is higher. I love my friends and family, but they just aren't always there when i need them the most. They always say they will always be there for me, but as soon as i need someone the most they all seem to disappear and im left with noone to talk to. That used to bother me a lot, but over the years i have gotten used to it. In school, im the quiet one that sits in the back and only talks when she is called on, knows all the answers but doesn't dare to raise her hand. And for the most part i prefer it that way or well i used to. Little did i know everything was about to change for me in many different ways.
The man
I have always been a night time person. After school everyday i would wait until it got dark, put sweats a t-shirt or tank top depending on the weather and my black nikes and run to the local park where i would run around the track. I always brought my ipod and never ran with anyone.My music blasting in my ears as each foot tapped the pavement. It was my only way of relaxing and i loved every minute of it. Just knowing that i was alone and noone would bother me. Every once and awhile there would be other people there but that didnt dare interupt my nightly run. Running was my only way of escaping the cruel world. When i run i feel as though stopping isn't even an option.
On this particular night i was craving my nightly run. My whole family was fighting, i failed my chemistry mid-term, and i dropped all of my books in the hall. But i knew it would all be better when i started to run. As i got to the park and started to run i imagined that i was running along the beach, with the warm sun beating against my light skin. Just thinking about the warm sun against my skin ran chills up my spine. The running path was kinda dark towards the end, but this was normal because South Union didn't really bother changing the bulbs in the street lights. As i was nearing the end of the path i ran through the trees as happy as could be, not a worry on my mind. As i began to get a sharp pain in my side (which sometimes happened when i ran for a long time) i slowed down and began to walk. When changing songs i thought i heard someone behind me so i turned around, but i didnt see anyone so i just kept walking. Next thing i knew everything went black and i felt something across my mouth so i couldnt talk. I was being pulled away from behind. Someone was there but i wasnt sure who it was. I then felt someone tie my hands together. They then picked me up, it felt as though they had me other their shoulder. I began to panic i was so shocked i wasnt sure what to do. It seemed like i was in the air forever, but as quickly as i was taken they set me on the cold, snowy ground. He whispered in my ear that everything would be okay and to not worry he wasn't going to hurt me. I wasn't sure what to think. But for some reason i swore i knew that voice from somewhere but i just couldnt remember where. He told me that he was going to help me stand up so he could lay a blanket down because of how cold the ground was. It was weird of how sweet he was being, but just as creepy and scary to not know what was going to happen to me or even who the man was. He did as he said he would he helped me stand up, layed down a blanket and helped me back down. He said that he would shortly take the cloth off of my mouth if i promised to not yell or scream. I felt a tear roll down my face, and his smooth yet rough hand wipe it away. I didnt know what to think who was this man? what did he want? I felt the blanket shift and i knew he sat close beside me.
Our conversation
I felt him remove the cloth from mounth. We sat there in silence. I could feel his eyes watching every move i made. I was too scared to move or try to talk. i then heard him giggle.
"w-wwhats so funny?" i asked as i felt his eyes staring at me.
he giggled again, and answered " you"
i was unsure of what i did that he found amusing, but i was way to scared to ask again.
" what do you want from 'me, i dont have any money or anything" i heard these words pour from my lips.
" Money, money you really think i would go through all this trouble for money, my sweet skylar you must not know me very well"
He knew my name but how? i was determined to find out who was putting me through all of this and what they wanted.
" If you dont want money that what do you want? And how do you know my name, do i know you?"
i had a feeling he was smiling but my constant questions, " My darling this is what i want, just a chance to talk with you, and yes i believe we met once but names arent important at this very moment."
So i did know him, i knew it. But if all he wanted was to talk to me why the blindfold and why did he have to tie my hands together. Not realizing that i was thinking out loud i heard myself speaking the very words that i thought were only in my head. He giggled once more
" If i told you who i was, i doubt you would still be sitting here unless your hands were tied and eyes behind a blindfold."
We talked for hours, or thats at least what it seemed like. I felt so safe and calm talking to him. We talked like we were best friends exchanging stories, and talking about our lives. As i was about to ask for him to take off the blindfold he said " My name is Dallas"
Dallas? I KNOW HIM! he was my sister ali's boyfriends best friend! i knew i knew that voice! But why did he think i wouldn't talk to him, i wondered to myself. i didnt say anything after he told me his name.
"Sooo, you know who i am now, what do you have to say?"
I felt his hand slowly slide up my back, and reach for the blindfold. The way he touched me felt so right.
"Before i take this off, there is something i have to do first, something i've wanted to do for a long time."
Before i could even think about what was going through his mind i felt his soft lips touch mine, his warm breath was so inviting, he backed up really quick. he left me wanting more, as weird as it all seemed i wanted him to kiss me again. I felt his hand on my back again as he apoligized for kissing me. I was still distracted by how great his touch felt. He untied my hands first, then he slowly pulled the blindfold off of my eyes. As soon as i looked at him i no longer wanted to kiss him, i needed to. His face was pale with dark redish brown hair, a little bit of a scruffy beard, his body looked amazing with his light jeans and work boots with a leather jacket and dark gray t-shirt. Our eyes locked on to each other. As i stared into those beautiful light green eyes, i felt myself leaning closer to his face. I noticed he was moving closer also. We kept leaning closer and closer until finally our lips met once again. Our slow passionate kissing soon turned into an intense tongue on tongue, lip biting make-out session
There was just something about the taste of his lips that drove me crazy. When we finally stopped kissing we just looked at each other no words were needed. I never thought i would find someone that was able to drive me as crazy as he did and i've only known him for a short amount of time. Kissing just wasn't enough with him. i didn't just want more i needed more. As i looked at him he must have noticed the hungry look in my eyes. Because he held my face and we began to kiss again but this time he layed me down and slowly climbed on top of me. He began to kiss my neck slowly but passionately. It was one of the best feelings in the world. He began to move down my neck. He stopped for a moment and looked up at me and asked "Are you sure you want to do this we can stop if you want, i don't want to make you do anything you dont want to do, please skylar just think about it, i dont want you to regret it" I felt so pleased knowing that he actually cared enough that he asked how i felt, nobody ever does that. " Dallas, i think it is so sweet that you cared enough to ask me how i felt and you make me feel safe and even though i've only known you for a short amount of time i feel as though i've known you forever, and i want to do this" He smiled and began kissing me again. I was nervous and excited at the same time. He stopped kissing me again and grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear and said " Let's go to my house its warmer, you can spend the night if you would like" I agree to go because it started to snow even harder. Dallas didnt live that far from the park when we got to his house he opened his door walked around and opened my door picked me up and carried me inside the house almost as if we were just married. His house was beautiful. When we walked in he led me up the stairs to where im guessing his bedroom was. Nobody said a word the whole time we walked up the steps. when we finally got to the top he led me to the first room. he picked me up and layed me on the bed. We began kissing again, as he started to kiss my neck once more he started to pull my shirt off to reveal my black lace bra he pulled his shirt off and revealed his sexy rock hard abs. he began kissing his way down to my breasts he pulled me foreward and unhooked my bra and slid it slowly off each shoulder. he kissed my breasts and sucked on each nipple barely scraping his teeth, my breathing got faster. he kissed the whole way down to my sweatpants he then pulled off my pants and threw them to the side, he stared at my body and pulled my black lace panties down and threw them over the side of the bed, he took his jeans off, revealing his hard buldge behind his silky black boxers. I leaned foreward and began to pull his boxers down. he must have been at least 8 inches. we layed back down and he started to lick between my pink folds, i think he realized how much i was enjoying it because he kept going licking harder and nibbling a bit. he moved back up my body to my mouth i felt his manhood brushing against my woman area it felt amazing, he looked at me and smiled and asked if i was ready, i smiled and nodded, he began pushing in a little bit at a time, it hurt but at the same time felt great. when he got to my cherry he said " im going to count to three, ready 1....2.....3" at the same time he pushed through he bit my neck. "ouchhh! that really hurt" i said as he began to laugh " what?" he asked " i counted to three just like i said i would" "yess but you bit my neck! and that hurt" i argued " well it took some of the pain off of your cherry poppin didnt it" he laughed " well yes but still" i started to giggle. He began going in and out until i started moaning i didnt even realize how loud i was, he started to go deeper and deeper until he left me breathless and unable to speak. We started to kiss intensely. We continued for at least fourty five minutes. By the time we were done i was breathless. We were both super tired and fell asleep in each others arms.
When we woke up we were still cuddled together as close as possible. He kissed me lightly on the forehead and said " Good Morning love" i smiled like a little school girl. We have been inseperable since that night today is our 4 month anniversary, and it has been great, and any normal girl in my position would be thrilled to be in such a wonderful relationship but i was not thrilled. i had a terrible secret that i was hiding and i was too scared to tell Dallas. The secret is im pregnant. Who knew the first time i had sex i would get pregnant im almost 18 now and Dallas promised we would be together, but im afraid this will change his mind. Its summer now and Dallas and I are planning to go to virgina beach for a vacation. I think i will tell him then.
~DALLAS!~
Skylar is the love of my life i just don't know what i would do without her. We have only been together for four months but i feel as though we could get through anything. Lately she has been acting kinda distant and im not sure why. i think she might be hiding something and im afraid that it might be that she doesnt love me anymore or doesnt want to be with me. if thats the case i think i will die she is my world, she gives my life meaning without her i would have nothing. Ever since i was young i was never close wiht my family and knowing that i have her in my life keeps me going. She's beautiful, smart, funny, she knows how to cheer me up, but can hold a serious conversation at the same time. When we go to virgina beach im planning on asking for her hand in marriage. I love her with every inch of my heart and soul and i want to spend the rest of my life with her.I already have the ring picked out and paid for im just waiting for it to arrive so i can pick it up.
~SKYLAR!!~
We leave for virgina in two hours, im going to tell Dallas i feel terrible for not telling him, im so scared what if he leaves me with the baby, im only seventeen i cant raise a baby alone! Maybe i should just end it now and stop risking breaking his heart i never wanted it to happen like this i love Dallas to death and i couldnt imagine my life without his beautiful smile, his sexy laugh,the way he touches me, just the way he makes me feel i love every part of him.We left for virgina and should be there soon i think i will take a nap until we get there i need to build up my strength before we do arrive there.
~DALLAS!!~
Skylar fell asleep and boy oh boy does she look beautiful, i got the ring and i've decided i will ask her tonight when we take a late night stroll on the beach because i know how she loves the night. We are finally here and its already seven P.M and its getting pretty dark so it shouldnt be too much longer until i get to ask that beautiful lady to marry me.
~SKYLAR!!~
Well i just woke up from my well needed nap. its already seven thirty P.M and we are going to have dinner on the boardwalk next to the beach, Dallas said after we eat we are going to take a walk on the beach. im sooo nervous i dont know what he is going to say. but i must tell him.
Oh no we are finished eating now and Dallas said it is time to take our romantic walk along the ocean shore. He is just wonderful everything about him sends butterflies in my stomach and chills up my spine.
~BOTH!~
Dallas: " Darling, i have something very important to tell you"
Skylar: " Wait, sweetie let me go first, now please whatever you do please let me finish and please Dallas please dont get mad, promise?"
Dallas" Skylar you are starting to worry me please just tell me what it is, what did i do we can work through whatever it is i can change please dont leave me"
Skylar: " DALLAS COLE i would never leave you i love you with all of my heart and soul, i could never imagine my life without you. what im trying to say is i went to the doctor a couple weeks ago and she told me that im pregnant. now i know we didnt plan this but we could raise this baby together"
Dallas *with tears in his eyes stands up* " Skylar Jade that is the best news you could have ever told me! i want to raise this baby with you i wouldnt have it any other way! but now i have to tell you something"
Skylar: " OH GOOD!! i love you darling! whatever it is we can get through it"
Dallas *lowers to one knee* " Skylar Jade McMasters will you be my wife"
Skylar* tears rolling down her face* " YESSS! oh dallas yes!"
ENDING!
Dallas and Skylar finished their vacation, and when they got back told their parents. Everyone was so happy for them! 5 months later they were happily married with a baby girl named Jaylynn Rae. Dallas is a great father who is very protective over his wife and his new baby girl! The family is currently still together today they had a couple more kids name Jayden,Bailey, and Allex. They are as happy as ever and hope to spend the rest of their lives with each other!
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Publication Date: 01-18-2012
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