1
If I could smile, it’d only be because of you. Of our past, I mean. It was when you’d hug me and wipe my tears away. Play a game with me and make me laugh. You always knew just what to say.
But now you don’t, at least not to me. Maybe to her, I guess. It’s over now, isn’t it? You threw me away to get yourself a brand new toy. I’m left battered and bruised, bleeding out on the ground.
My mouth was stitched still, my smile was stolen. Forever my eyes will shed tears and my grin will rest upon another. Instead it was replaced with a frown, just showing the beginning of the inner depths of darkness, misery and pain inside.
But somehow, there is still a part of me that won’t let you go.
2
For thou should run from me
As all I cause is destruction
For thus shall see,
I cannot be but blind
And forever will be caught in time
Since such mistakes became
I only have myself to blame
None other than me,
Most definitely not you
Only because I did not see the truth.
And I'm sorry.
One Heart Of Many (3)
Sorrow can shift the heart.
A simple matter of complications can change the soul.
Though, not everyone seems to notice.
As one person falls, another may stand stronger.
For without magic in the world, truth may never be known.
Is it possible to actually know if one speaks the truth?
People suffer each day.
Not always, will they tell.
There are the few that see.
But not all act upon.
Why can’t all be lovers?
Why must there be hate?
The hate in the world spreads and kills.
It’s a plague that rips at your being,
And destroys you.
Whether it’d be a sickness, a broken heart, or a death
Tears are shed, into an ocean of pain.
You drown,
Dying.
Few hands in the billions,
Reach out to save you.
That is the magic.
The dim light in our dark world.
4
You had a choice, only yours to make.
You thought barely for a second, before you had chose.
As she wrapped her arms around you and cried in pure joy,
I stood in the back, slowly crumbling to the floor.
Tears, dripping down my face, mouth smiling and speaking congratulations ,
Heart shattering and withering away
Soul darkening and drifting,
My being erasing from existence.
Though you don't notice.
5
A silent dark.
A loud night
A peaceful town
A loud mind
The silent people
The loud voices
The wants
The needs
The tears
The hurt
The smiles
The fakes
Their scars
Their tears
Their joy
Their sadness
Their lives.
Earth's Becoming
6
A bullet to the brain,
a knife to the heart.
Each will end you instantly.
The one speck of torture lies within
the pain of someone driving hatred into
the depths of your soul.
And there it lingers, with the rest of you,
devouring you in you pain and agony,
until you're withered away.
7
My heart is yours, should you take it
Though first, you must find it
It is hidden among the many
Shattered with the other broken
Wrapped in chains and behind the walls.
Find the pieces,
And show me you will take the time to learn them
To feel their edges and understand the pain
Show me you will take care in time to piece them back together
Show me that you will care.
8
And I'll unsheathe this sword across my back,
Stab it right through my chest
For without the blood and the pain,
I'll have nothing left
Tied to strings above, looking down below,
Crimson drops onto the snow.
I live, to die and die when live
That's how it's supposed to be.
9
Our conversations aren't what they used to be...
Now they're quiet..awkward..not as often...
Something has changed...is it me? Is it you?
What happened...
Once she stepped in, I feel like she's dragging me out
What do I do..?
10
我爸爸，我爱你。。。我不是我。。我是害怕
My father, I love you....But I am not me...and I am scared
11
I thought I couldn't be happy
Love wasn't for me
Family wasn't either
But then I won the best of both worlds
I got my father
I got you
And you both make me happier than anything
i don't feel alone anymore
i have my wings
And now I will fly .
12
We were the same
But one of us has changed
There are cracks in my heart,
I am falling apart,
And I am sad..
You are different..
Not the happy guy you once were..
And all i do is wonder...
Is this hurting you as it is to me..?
Do you miss me too?
Do you want me back like I want you?
Or is just this your way of reacting..so I'll leave you alone..
13
For one to know and one to see,
My heart will always be true to thee,
My soul a mess, my own self scattered,
Only my heart remains, it's pieces shattered...
14
I'm done crying,
I'm done being hurt.
I'm done showing who I am, and telling how I feel.
I'll just lock away again, like I used to.
I'm done trusting, I'm done caring, I'm done loving.
I'm always being lied to,
By mom,
By dad,
By siblings,
By friends.
They all say they care, they all say they're with me,
But honestly,
Who believes that?
I don't even think they do.
I'm not a game,
I refused to be played.
I've lost too many times,
So before you can leave me again, I refuse to fall in the traps.
My heart, is chained.
And that's all it will be
15
You told me, that you weren't the other's
That you were always there...
But then you met her..
And you got close,
I told you how I felt,
You got mad,
Just one little text from you,
And one little death from me,
You've erased us,
But say we're still friends,
It's like we never were anything more,
It's like you never cared.
You changed.
and I think about it every night as I cry.
16
The fire burns,
Flames licking up the sides of those who try to stop it
They sear, in retching agony as they melt to nothing
Scorched flesh and bone steaming in the ground of ash
The people were confused to why they were attacked
Only the one girl knew the reason
She was trapped in the heart of the flames, drained of everything
Her anger, her misery, her pain,
It lashed out against all and destroyed everything in it's past
The girl could not hold the doors to her feelings no more
They went out on her own,
She was only the shell that captivated them
Now they were out free
Making sure everyone was tortured the same way as she
The girl couldn't stop it
Her shattered being just wanted to be the same as everyone else
Imprint
Text: KayKayLuvzKookie
Images: BookRix
Cover: BookRix
Editing: KayKayLuvzKookie
Translation: No translation
Layout: Idk
Publication Date: 02-07-2018
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Dedication:
Dedicated to everyone who wanted me to post this as a book