You have been through a lot!!even though you have a big heart!!.. keep writing so you can inspire others. I am sure terrible times are not forever if you carefully look for solutions. You are already making a difference by writing.
This is a very thought provoking book. I hope you will finish it.
I myself have had issues of hurting myself. cutting, and burning. I know the power these things seem to give, and i know it is an illusion. As much as they make you think you are in control, it is these behaviors that are controlling you.
In the end, you will be in control, when you can tell yourself that you don't need these things to make you feel better about... Show more
Hope you are alright now and keep going. You could inspire others that have been through what you have to get their story and feelings out.