Well, my new story, Impossible Miracles, has been up for over a month now, and no one has actually read it it seems. Don't know whether to just lay it to rest or try somewhere else. What hurts most is the fact that this story holds something rather close to me that no one will ever be able to understand; the amount of pain having PCOS actually causes you, how it feels like a hot burning piece of metal is being shoved into... Show more
Well, my new story, Impossible Miracles, has been up for over a month now, and no one has actually read it it seems. Don't know whether to just lay it to rest or try somewhere else. What hurts most is the fact that this story holds something rather close to me that no one will ever be able to understand; the amount of pain having PCOS actually causes you, how it feels like a hot burning piece of metal is being shoved into your lower abdomen, and its grabbing hold of your ovaries trying pull them out. You scream in pain, curled up in a ball trying to make that pain stop, and after a few minutes, it does eventually fade... But the worst pain... Its when the doctors tell you that you will possibly never have children. But I'm still trying to hold hope, that there is still that possibility that I can... I had a dream, and that's what this story is steamed from, my dream that i did have a child, after meeting a guy in a night club... I wanted to create something out of that dream, but i think that dream of creating it into a beautiful story has been crushed, because no one bothered... I got a message on here, from someone who said that people take this site way too seriously... This site was created for those who wanted to share their stories, that they've written, that they are proud of... I take my writing seriously, because even in my darkest days, writing helped me... But, no one else seems to take it seriously, no one wants to be a serious writer i guess... But I do. All i wanted was some feed back on it, if you thought it sounded alright, what i could do to make it better, what could be changed... But instead, i got nothing... Just ignored. I do thank the one person who messaged me and said they would read it when they got the chance. At least I knew that someone would try to help... But unfortunately, I give up, no point on wasting my time on a site where people don't want to take someone asking for a little bit of help, seriously... So thank you to all the people who liked Not Perfect. It was the second story i'd written... To everyone else, leave all the hate you want, at least I'd maybe finally get some feed back.
I just read Impossible Miracles and you need to update iit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!