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I keep you in my thoughts while I know you are seeing other girls. My chest hurts when you laugh beside another girl. I wish I could hold you in my arms and tell you how I really feel instead of pushing you away. I put on a mask and convince you that I hate you and want nothing to do with you. Deep down that is not true, I am about to break, I am about to scream. I am about to cry until they dry. I am afraid of many things but most importantly I am scared of crying out in front of you and telling you how much I love and miss you. It cannot be that way now because I have messed up, I have hurt you badly so now this is goodbye and I cannot even cry.

You see my smile but not my pain, you hear my words but don't hear the meaning behind them. Every time I see a happy couple I wonder if I will be as lucky as them. I see their happiness, I hear their laughter it is real and pure while mine is fake. I tell myself it is fake, fake, fake. I can no longer have faith, I can no longer smile because I am no longer someone who is full of happiness I am a lost soul without a home.

Okay another update on Unclaimed Love please guys give me some feedback on it. I would appreciate the reviews.

Considering about deleting

The Black Rose shall be updated tonight hopefully.

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Hey there.. Same pinch. Love vampires and wolves.. But have that twilight stuff... ✌