Cameron Alexander Phillips... Where did time go? You're a dad.. You're grown up. I owe you a million apologies for the times I broke your heart. I owe you so much..but yet.. I don't.. August 5th, 2017 still plays in my head.. that call saying you were really gone.. But you weren't.. I tried to understand but I don't. .You..and Justin. .both.. broke me. Two years later and I'm still crying.. I don't know why.. I'm happy.. I... Show more
Cameron Alexander Phillips... Where did time go? You're a dad.. You're grown up. I owe you a million apologies for the times I broke your heart. I owe you so much..but yet.. I don't.. August 5th, 2017 still plays in my head.. that call saying you were really gone.. But you weren't.. I tried to understand but I don't. .You..and Justin. .both.. broke me. Two years later and I'm still crying.. I don't know why.. I'm happy.. I swear.. I don't cut anymore. I don't drink.. I don't smoke.. I'm Happy.. But am I ? Days like this I just break. I wrote on Justin's page too. I just hate how all of this turned out. We all got a happy ending..but I wish everyday that I could tell you something.. as my best friend.. as my ex.. just as my brother. Lucas hates you two...but he treats me good.. I wish you could meet him... My mind still goes back to our disney plans..do you remember those..? XD or the dog.. being purple..I just wish you two would come on for five seconds... I'd take even that.. *sigh* Kiss thomas for me.. I love y'all
